How can I earn my own money? 

My closest friend is very busy, when I'm going out to tell my problems and my stories he seems like very tired and I think it would be very nice if I have no plan to tell him

Too many stories created

And memories ruin out of brain

But only people understand and care about 

They seems tp close with us but in the fact the one you care to much is maybe someone who is not care to you

That ironic!

My favourite people

I'm wondering how it's unfair to see people without plans going good to reach their unexpected journey to go. It was the story of my best friend who never expected to stand on his wedding day as sooner than others, including me. 

It's seriously make up my mind, so how people getting married so easy without their plans before. 

You know to have my own wedding is my goal since I entered my collage. What I know is just to finish my study as soon as possible and reach that dream. You know, not every dream of us is really accomplished in other ways there are so many obstacles and god takes this plan. 

Well it seems very unfair that I never expected what I should do to fill this empty plans and never have any plan B to do these unexpected years but I know that God will show the best path to us.

Cheers!

Hai! Year passed.

Then people near you betray you for the unknown reason. They were like knife to make pain in deep inside. 

Hahahahaha already 9!

Even a million and words can't describe.

I see you on the down and top.

I miss you my friends. See you very soon!

Semoga cepet lulus amin.

Talking about marriage

When my friend called me tonight and told about her invitation because on next three weeks after Ramadhan over, she is getting married.

So. It just make me thinking about the marriage.

Talking about marriage.

So it was a long time ago. When I had a dream of perfect marriage. After my long relationship took over my life, the distance always make it so far away, and what I really wanted in life is to not having a distance again, so maybe the marriage is the answer. And yes I always had study hard to get my graduation, so yes next.. I should be preparing my wedding... When should takes over. It should be come true.

But the fact, not your dreams came true. Yes they were.

One plan over, the next plan is over too.

We have to move on. And make another plan to go. Although it would be take the time. And marriage is still the mystery of why people commits to each other and live happily ever after.

Perfect marriage for me, is 

We married for the reason of God

We married because we commit to others

We married because one completing each other

We married because of love 

Wandering that I should be happier after I got married. Because, I wanna falling in love in everyday. Yes I do. 

So the perfect marriage is just a time..

How you ready to make your life changed.