Hai! Year passed.

Then people near you betray you for the unknown reason. They were like knife to make pain in deep inside. 

Hahahahaha already 9!

Even a million and words can't describe.

I see you on the down and top.

I miss you my friends. See you very soon!

Semoga cepet lulus amin.

Talking about marriage

When my friend called me tonight and told about her invitation because on next three weeks after Ramadhan over, she is getting married.

So. It just make me thinking about the marriage.

Talking about marriage.

So it was a long time ago. When I had a dream of perfect marriage. After my long relationship took over my life, the distance always make it so far away, and what I really wanted in life is to not having a distance again, so maybe the marriage is the answer. And yes I always had study hard to get my graduation, so yes next.. I should be preparing my wedding... When should takes over. It should be come true.

But the fact, not your dreams came true. Yes they were.

One plan over, the next plan is over too.

We have to move on. And make another plan to go. Although it would be take the time. And marriage is still the mystery of why people commits to each other and live happily ever after.

Perfect marriage for me, is 

We married for the reason of God

We married because we commit to others

We married because one completing each other

We married because of love 

Wandering that I should be happier after I got married. Because, I wanna falling in love in everyday. Yes I do. 

So the perfect marriage is just a time..

How you ready to make your life changed.

Happy months again

Hai it's the same date again.

And still counting to forever. Amin

Kalo dalam minggu ini udah 5x renang. Jadi berapa kali kesedihan sesungguhnya? 

Oh god help me!

Pain throws your heart to the ground

Love turns the whole thing around

No it won't all go the way it should

But I know the heart of life is good

Sil: "Kin jadi ga pasiennya?"

Me: "Gaaak, ga bisa dateng nih"

Sil: "Trus pulang nih?"

Me: "Gaaak, mau ke bank jatim bayar pajak rumah"

Sil: "Lhooo kasian. Naik apa? Kan ga punya mobil?"

Me: "Hahahaha gapapa kok, jalan aja"

Sil: "Panas lho kin, naik becak aja"

Oke, emang panas banget sih. Secara kondisi jam 12an. Perjalanan mesti nyebrang jembatan penyebrangan dulu, lewat RS. Bla bla

Me: "Hahahaha gapapa kok, sejujurnya ga ada uang lagi nih.. Pas buat bayar pajak nanti. Soalnya kalo pp. 15-20rb lumayan"

Sil: "Yaampun kiin. Yaudah hati hati ya"

Ada beberapa kalimat teman mungkin sangat menguatkan tapi sesungguhnya kurang membantu :") 

Membantu itu mungkin seperti...

"Yuk kuanterin!" atau "Yuk kutemenin" atau "Pake uang ku dulu aja" 

Hahahaha!