So what is the first love for you?

It is my story about the feeling while just this day happened and it goes like this lyric
just remembered this song...........

Everyone can see

There's a change in me

They all say I'm not the same

Kid I used to be

Don't go out and play

I just dream all day

They don't know what's wrong with me

And I'm to shy to say

It's my first love

What I dreaming of

When I go to bed

When I lay my head upon my pillow

Don't know what to do

My first love

Thinks that I'm too young

He doesn't even know

Wish that I could show him what I'm feeling

Coz I'm feeling my first love

Mirror on the wall

Is he care at all

Will he ever notice me

Could he ever fall

Tell me teddy bear 

Why love is so unfair

Will he ever find a way

And answer to my pray

29- 05- 2012
When your first love texting you since it was a looong time ago the last time you guys had the conversation.
What was that?
A hello?
A news?
A smile?

I think the first is like you smiling in front of your iphone and like deg deg deg to reply,
but at the end it has been flat. I mean. We know this feeling is enough. We are not mean by together, and just normal feeling. Yeah it is.
"So what is the first love for you?"
So my answer is always.....


"That is special and always special. But for me it has been gone away by time..."

Thank you by the giving me a lot experienced together, my promise that broken becauese my self. And lot of mistake, that we had together.

Kinanthi Husodo-